So I was going to give this entry a really panicked/whiny title, but I realized that, while I do have a great deal to do in the next 13 days, it will get done, and then I have summer. So while I'm kind of hating school right now, I know I've got good stuff on the other side.
Also, as I've said before, I kind of like writing seminar papers. It's one of the only times I feel true intellectual curiosity, an active interest in finding stuff out that's completely separate from any reward I may be receiving (a grade, end of pressure, etc). I don't have an actual literature paper this term, sadly, so I'm not enjoying it as much as I might, but...I get inklings. I think when I get to my comp paper I'll feel more than now, although even working on this accursed RVC assignment gets at it. It's one of the only times I feel really secure in my chosen profession.
When I can make myself sit down and work, I really love it.
